I really dunno wat to blog today as i'm feeling v vexed now. Today was to be a special day for me.. Until.. Wad can I say? I'm all confused now. Hais.

I think I lost the 'battle' le. Battle between the secret of Me and You. Shld I express or? Now, my heart is filled with sorrow.

It may not seems the way u look on the surface cos behind every man, there lies a sad story.

Damn dont feel good today la. At work, its seems ok but den.. All of a sudden, the FLU bug came and attack me! I hope I didnt pass to any of my staff.

Now I'm seriously down with flu and fever.. Plus tml still have to work. I really hope i wont collepse mid way through. Lols.

Thanks for those who send me your concern via msn or sms. hais.

Looking forward for a special day of mine.. Y so ? Cos I just gg to be 'not myself' for that day. Haha.

Mm. SHall continue another day. Ate medicine and I'm feeling abit drowsy liao. See ya all~

Came across this blog and find this quite true and interesting.
Are you over your ex?

Here is the analysis: Your ex clearly broke your heart and you haven't yet moved on. Remember that time heals all sorrows, so look positively towards the future. Don't be blinded to the love that might be surrounding you right now.
This Quiz only have one question -.- and theres the verdict.

Somethings/ problems dun just disappear in a instance. All of us needs time to heal our soul and refresh oneself..

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Woke up at 130pm.. having the thought that i would see ur SMSs but nope. Wasn't disappointed though as I know I cant expect more. Hahas.. So here I am, blogging before hading to work later.
Damn.. I dunno why but I felt I lost heart at work. Certain things I really felt I wanna let go. But still, let time decide ba. Argh! Why 'they' cant bloody behave themselves..

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I felt so lost in this world, without lifestyle, without joy

Mixed feelings

Why am I thinking/worrying so much for you?

Please dun tell me it's a feeling which I've develop with you?

I cant explain. Or i'm confused..

Or maybe it's just a Dream~

Off day~

Slept till 4pm den wake up for a walk.. Was suppose to go for a walk at Marina barrage but too bad. I miss the shutterbus so decided to head to vivo with my friends. How silly. today was my younger brother who enlisted to army. Cant accompany him as they only allowed 2 person to go so parents went instead. Wishing him all e best and praying that he will take good care.

Really noob in blogger. It takes me sometime to do up little things with so much time. Lol. Mm.. Looking forward to a special day of mine. But will I be celebrating or just being tied up at work. I dunno. Anyway, a yeat older means more responsibility.. Nvm about that. I just wanna stay mature in every days. hahs..

If you ever lost someone dear, how long do u need to move on? This qn had been on my mind for sometime. Its always hard to forget someone but nevertheless, life have to move on right. had to convince u when i'm only a new fren of yours.

Friday- working in the morning en heading straight to tampines for movies. Must really relax n enjoy my life.. Start seaching for a job, Glenn!.

Shall end my post here.

I miss you~

Opening blog

Decided to change to blogger liao. Think its easier and note that I change my blog add too. Hahas. Just felt it's a need to change..



Today had fun at work. Why? Cos partnering with my colleague for night shift. Chat alot on everthing and I also shared most of my problems including leaving my current job. Did gave me plenty of advice and encouragement. Really appreciate it.. Now i'm just looking forward for open doors to step in.. Will I have to wait long? Shall see..



Relationships..

Hais.. Wat can I say. I did mention i enjoyed your company and I know i'll never change some things in your life. Maybe I dun want to or I dun wish to.. Alot of things words cant really explain.. I know the pain you felt from someone u loved and now its gone.. The pain is unbearable. Can haunt you for a long long time. I tried/wanted to console but I dont know how. Hw good can that be. Ever since, our calls/msgs all reduce. Sometimes not even a msg from each of us. Ask myself: Why am I doing/thinking so much of the impossible? Will it help? U show me something which I never felt so strong before, u know.



Seriously.. I'm thinking of you.